October

What a way to start October a month that should make me happy since my birthday is in 16 days.. yet I wake up from a horrible night terror feeling alone wishing I had someone next to me. I'm not complaining though - I kind of feel like it was God asking me to speak with him. I lay on my hands and knees in the middle of my bed thanking him for what he's done for me these past weeks and asking him to continue to bless and protect my family & friends. I then lay in my bed reflecting on how horrible in my opinion the night terror was I decided to go on my porch. It's so beautiful out not hot at all just cool and calm. The only heat I received was from the bright sun shining through the screen of my porch listening to The Fray and enjoying how beautiful it is outside. Sometimes I have & need these moments where I'm alone. I enjoyed that and now I feel good again. Happy October people.