Again..

I love this video soooooooo much and the song and the concept and and and I woke up at 8 oclock again lol but it wasn't as bad this time I think I'm getting used to it. =D anyway watch this video its so cool.

Too early..

I've been going to sleep earlier wanting to wake up at like 10 or so and have been waking up at 8 what the hell that's not what I want =\ maybe I should stay up later

Make A Wish

I will be happy.
I will be happy.
I will be happy.
I will be happy.

Love Drunk by Boys Like Girls

Album comes out September 8th I love this band hope to see them in concert one day. This is the first single.

Top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit and run
And I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven’t heard

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We’re spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
But now I’m so broken that I can’t get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab is everything that we had
Didn’t mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one sip would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Now it’s over
I still taste it on my tongue

They Don't Know Me by The-Dream

He really does make some enjoyable music don't you think ?
Download Link ---> They Don't Know Me

Run This Town-JayZ feat. Kanye West & Rhianna

Download link --> Run This Town - JayZ feat. Kanye West & Rhianna

This song right here proves that Kanye is so much better than Jay-Z now its unbelievable. Good song.

Getcha Some-Big Sean (Video)

The songs ok I just like the video really.

Jay-Z responds to The Game.. kinda.

Part of an interview that will be able to be heard in full Saturday night. Jay says and I quote " Tell groupie to get over it. "

I like.

Someone showed me this today love this song wonder how come I never heard of it.

Make Her Say- Kid Cudi (Video)

Better than " Breast I Ever Had " video I tell you that. Love this video.

Drake Spoof

I just don't find this funny I don't know why everyone else done. Maybe I have a different kind of humor ?

Here's the original below.

Kid Kid Kid Kid Kid CuDi

Even though everyone is on the Drake wagon so am I can't deny that. I feel like Cudi is underrated and make GREAT music - ORIGINAL music name another person that makes his kind of sound and music.. don't worry i'll wait.. .. .. .. thought so. Catch up with the Kid named Cudi with this interview.

The Game : Fuck Jay-Z

So Game is really going in on Jay-Z lol

100th Post ! Busch Gardens

Glad I got over my fear of roller coasters during my senior trip or I'd be missing out on shit like this.. My boy Rusty came up from West Palm with some of his boys and we went to Busch Gardens wish I could of taken pictures but we locked all of our shit in a locker because we couldn't have lose objects on us. Anyway the most intense ride we went on was this one in the picture called Sheikra which has a 200 ft vertical drop I went on twice once in the middle and in the front row shit was crazy though i feel like I can go on any ride now. Then again I felt like that since I went to King's Dominion and have gotten on every roller coaster in every theme park I've been to since.

That daunting question..

Not just with love but with everything.. what if I do this ? what if this happens ? sometimes you never find out either..

My My How Time Flies

I'll start this post off with this quote that I love because it's true for most of us in my opinion especially me..

" This is morning - that's when I spend the most time thinking about what I've given up.. "

I don't know about most people but I'm guessing from my own experience that mornings are usually when I think the most. Mainly because most of my mornings are spent alone or whatever. This morning is no different I find myself thinking about a year and half ago/two years ago. I feel like a lot has changed not talking about me like appearance an stuff I'm talking about who's around me I lost sooooo many good friends or at least friends I thought were good. I find myself as lonely as I have ever been. It's kind of sad in my eyes mainly because I like attention and like having fun I just find it hard nowadays to just throw myslef at people for friendship probably because so many people are liars and are so phony and I think I'd rather be alone than deal with that drama. Yeah but back to what I was saying I lost a lot of people and often wonder what life would be like if they were still here. I mean I have no regrets I don't think because everyone is placed in your life for specific reasons at specific times. So if someone is supposed to be there all your life than hey so be it if not then why should it be any different. I guess the reason I'm so optimistic is because over time all these things I thought were guaranteed I find out they aren't at all.. heartbreaks, backstabbers, lies etc. all these things came into effect and shaped my whole mindset. I mean I'm only 19 so I guess there's still time for things to change. I'm not sure what I want but when I find it I'm sure I'll be happier but until next time laterrr

Hmm

I really want to put the subject of this man to rest with him but I guess if its about music it shouldn't matter. I just find it amazing how someone so shy and so quiet as you would see in interviews can turn into such a dynamic entertainer he just totally switches gears its like looking at night and day and thats crazy to me I love it though.

UFC 100 : Brock Lesnar Vs. Frank Mir II

YEAH BROCK !

My Dayyy

Today was pretty much a stay inside and chill. I stayed in and played Gears Of War 2 for like 9 hours lol. We usually have good convos while playing that game. It's kind of a way to escape but I guess some people don't think so. I told someone a secret in regards to them that felt good to get out but that was like yesterdizzle. I feel good about doing it. Anywaysss yea so I ate some food I made yesterday Velvetta, baked beans and spam. Sounds nasty I know but it is amazing =D.. lets seeee what elseeee ummm I started writing another song I'd like to finish it in 2 or 3 days not sure what I want to call it yet because I havent done the chorus yet but it might be called " Sunshine " or some shit like that. So far it's a comparison of love and war not sure how far i'll go with that. but now i'm going to watch Eagle Eye with my roomates annnddd yeaaa.

Goodnight =d

Therapy By All Time Low (Lyrics)

I love this song the lyrics alone are wonderful..

My ship went down
In a sea of sound
When I woke up alone I had everything
A handful of moments
I wish I could change
And a tounge like a nightmare
That cut like a blade

In a city of fools
I was careful in clue
But they tore me apart like a hurricane
A handful a moments
I wish I could change
But I was carried away

Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy
You were never a friend to me
You can keep all your misery

My lungs gave out
As I face the crowd
I think that keeping this up could be dangerous

I'm flesh and bone
I'm a rolling stone
And the experts say in delirious

Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy
You were never a friend to me
You can take back your misery

Arrogant boy
Love yourself so no one has to
They're better off without you (they're better off without you)

Arrogant boy
Cause a scene like you were supposed to
They'll fall asleep without you
You're lucky if your memory remains

Give me therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy
You were never a friend to me
You can take back your misery

Therapy
I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy
You were never a friend to me
You can choke on your misery

Sweet Dreams-Beyonce (Video)

Beyoncé - New Music - More Music Videos

Why is she so beautiful.. great video (damn you Jay-Z)

Old But New To Me ?

Friend told me about this song love it..

Who do I side with.. ?

Two people I dislike arguing over a person I love..

Running..

"Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
Were running
Keep holding my hand
Its so we dont get separated"

Saw The Fray in concert with macy <3 and it was one of the highlights of my life.

Blueprint 3 Intro.. (Video Performance)

Better with time..

I have a tendency of letting little things get to me when they shouldn't something I thought I've corrected but everything seems to have reemerged. It's funny though because I say whatever like it doesn't bother me but on the contrary it fucking eats me up inside to the point where I feel like punching a little baby.. lol ok too much I'm just kidding but I feel like breaking my fist on a wall just so I can focus on the pain on my throbbing hand than the things I think about which I'd rather not disclose on this blog. Anyway it will all get better in time I guess.

Anyway today wasn't productive at all.. the highlight of my day was when I cleaned and rearranged my room which is actually cool it feels more spacious and shit but w.e. I watched the MJ memorial which saddened me but at least now he can rest in piece.I sit here and realize I can't wait for school because I want to make more friends out here to take my mind off of things that bug me out and also to take my mind off of feeling extremely lonely from time to time which is sad I know but I'll get over it and hopefully will meet some new people but vat evaaaa just a little venting.. probably going to watch a movie with my roomates then head to bed =d

goodnightttt =]