I have a tendency of letting little things get to me when they shouldn't something I thought I've corrected but everything seems to have reemerged. It's funny though because I say whatever like it doesn't bother me but on the contrary it fucking eats me up inside to the point where I feel like punching a little baby.. lol ok too much I'm just kidding but I feel like breaking my fist on a wall just so I can focus on the pain on my throbbing hand than the things I think about which I'd rather not disclose on this blog. Anyway it will all get better in time I guess.
Anyway today wasn't productive at all.. the highlight of my day was when I cleaned and rearranged my room which is actually cool it feels more spacious and shit but w.e. I watched the MJ memorial which saddened me but at least now he can rest in piece.I sit here and realize I can't wait for school because I want to make more friends out here to take my mind off of things that bug me out and also to take my mind off of feeling extremely lonely from time to time which is sad I know but I'll get over it and hopefully will meet some new people but vat evaaaa just a little venting.. probably going to watch a movie with my roomates then head to bed =d
goodnightttt =]
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